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♥ 9:31 PM

hello!
i'm here again to talk more about my sister.
juz now she is so @#$%
she is using my handphone to get a song from the PC to her handphone.
as in, she doesn't have a cable for her handphone so she have to use my handphone and my cable to transfer.
yupp, and i'm very reluctant to let her use it cuz i've read from the handphone guide that if keep connecting to PC, mobilephone spoils easily.
right, but i still let her use it. my mother wants me to let her use it.
okayy
and my handphone hanged when my sis connects it to the computer.
i mean, hang like when the comp hang, when u press any buttons oso nth happen.
i'm pissed okayy?!
this hp already have prob when i get hold to it. so wat i can do is reduce any probs from happening.
and she made it happen.
well,
then i said i wun let her use my hp to transfer songs ever again including this time.
and u noe wad she say?
she say, if i dun let her use it, she will cut my cable.
i'm so pissed and i told her to cut it.
i reply, cut lorhh, i wun mind.
yahh, thats my answer.
i am thinking that if she cut i oso wun mind cuz she is the one at fault and she is doing nasty things to me,
she is juz giving herself guilt. her conscious will not be clear.
of cuz she wouldn't cut it. *PHEW*
hahas.
i relli hate her threatening me like this.
i'm her OLDER sister okkay?!
i've been under her threatenings all these years.
wadever she wants me to do i will have to do it if not she will start threatening me with anything.
especially things that are dear to me.
one example: " if u dun help me do this, i will throw ur fibee(she's my soft toy dog *so CUUTE* ) away."
yahh, I HATE THIS ABSOLUTELY.
and i can't threaten her back, cuz she will threaten me back again.
SHUCKS.
i'm such a stupid.
letting her get on my way.
i've been giving her chances again and again.
and she's now taking them for granted.
so now i've made up my mind.
i am not letting her to use me again.
she's too much.
i can't take it anymore.
yes, i juz remembered thr's one time.
i wanted to let her taste her own medicine but in the end i'm the one who cried HARD.
it goes like this:
we had duty roster for switching off lights b4 we slp.
yupp, it sounds funny and wierd. but nvm.
mon, tues, wed, thurs is her duty
fri, sat, sun is my duty.
but now as she slps on the top of our double decker bed.
she always juz quickly climb up to her bed and let me switch off the light for her.
so that time, i wanted her to switch off the light 1st.
okayy, she doesn't want to switch off and i forced her to do it.(i noe i'm bad, sorry.)
she reluctantly switch it off and u noe wad?
she came down again with her pillow and hit me.
as hard as she could.
i did hit her back with my pillow but i'm no match with her.
so i stopped hitting her back. and i let her hit me.
she keep hitting until she finally stops and glare at me and go up again.
i'm relli sad and i broke down.
this is relli saddening, ppl.
being hit by ur own younger sister cuz she's forced to switch off the light.
but wad abt me?
always forced by her to do sth i dun wanna do.
with all her threatenings on me, i have to obey her and do wad she wan me to do?
this is ridiculous.
and she always scold me the F word if i dun wanna do wad she told me to do.
wad is this?
i hate it.
another incident today afternoon.
we are in charge of buying lunches for the family.
and so we went down and buy.
my mother wanted chicken rice from the malay stall.
and i asked her to help me order.
and she said, "why muz i?"
and she went off ordering for herself.
!?!
i'm very angry with her at tat time.
wad does she mean by 'why muz i?'
that means she is not responsible to help ordering for other ppl but i have to do it?
then i oso can say why muz i help order oso larhh?!
okay,
maybe u guys think i'm the one who is selfish and bullying my sister all the time.
i shld do everything for her since i'm her older sister.
i noe i noe i'm her older sister but she oso have to listen to me sometimes rite?
not me listening to her all the time and let her use me all the time.
i HATE this okay?
ya,
maybe you ppl think i'm oso at fault larhh, and i admit it. really.
i'm juz here to let out my feelings.
pls understand and dun scold me behind ur backs saying i'm such a bad sister. =P
sorry,
i'm not saying how bad my sister is behind my back.
but i relli have to let it out before i have a heart attack.
i'm so sorry, ppl, for me keep saying my sister.
SORRY.